I remember sitting at my NCT breastfeeding class, having already given birth (prematurely), and she laid out all these lovely fuzzy warm photos of women breastfeeding their babies. There was one photo of a lady holding her baby after a CS, all the other ones were of happy, composed and serene looking women feeding their babies. Everyone had to pick one photo that appealed to them and say why it appealed. I of course was the only one who picked the CS photo, not because it appealed, but because I wanted to gently highlight that it might happen to them too. I remember thinking 'you guys have NO CLUE what you're in for!' And, to be totally honest, maybe it's better that way, I don't know. Did anyone after a disastrous first birth to go to a different hospital? I am definitely contemplating it, just because I am not sure I can deal with the memories it will trigger.