I always thought that I would like a large family, hubby and I are both one of four. However after having two kiddies, one of each, I feel like I've lost a bit of 'me' and that my life is all about being a Wife & Mother. I miss my old life where I got to do stuff for me, go the pub/cinema/have non-child conversations and not wake up each day & think about what food to cook for the kiddies. I'm about to return to work after maternity leave and I'm not sure I could go back to the baby days although saying that we haven't decided to stick with two for certain as hubby is pushing for at least one more!