A long, long, time a go, standing on an upturned crate in a field in Essex surrounded by nettles that were taller than us, on an urge that I can still recall almost totally, I pushed my friend Jamie ***** into them. I felt and still feel awful, he screamed and it went down with our mums as one of those 'accidents' between 5 year old boys. It wasn't, I wanted to see what happened and I deliberately pushed him from behind. I still, even today, feel guilty. He's 6'2"+ now and would knock 7 shades out off me with one hand.