I think you really need to chill out there sister. I don't think people live their lives in Tel Aviv or Ankara any differently to people in London or Madrid, especially having long lived with threats from the IRA and ETA respectively. We get on with our lives and trust the police to do their best. Mistakes get made and f**k ups happen, and yes people die. What you want in an open society is that lessons are learned. That's the issue here, that the police tried to obfuscate the facts and effectively cover up rather than say whoops, what can we do to make sure it doesn't happen again. I'm pretty sure they've looked at this internally and done their best to improve. It was disappointing to hear i.blair and reid (was it reid? I dunno reid/clarke/blunkett were all cut from the same cloth) say that kratos would continue, but the evidence since then doesn't really support that stance. But you're coming across as a bit hysterical, life hasn't changed for us, the suicide thing isn't a huge shift in the threats we've faced, just a different slant. Put it to the back of your mind and worry about not having your mobile on show and covering up your pin at the ATM; these are issues which are infinitely more likely to affect you.