Human nature that. We are attracted to the things that afflict us. Like the few people I know from uni who went on to do the 7 years to become psychologists are stone bonkers, every one. Proper disturbing nuts too. Not your amiable, wears nothing but a floral mac and barks at dogs on the bus nuts but full-on, deep-set eyes, down-lit, framed by a broken window on a storm-lashed night kinda nuts.