I take it you don't have children. I have one adult son and one 6 year old grandson. I am in my 60s, live alone, and my absolute pleasures are : seeing children happy and laughing, listening to birdsong, loving animals, walking in the local parks. When I was younger I was more at risk from pogo sticks and space hoppers, but it didnt worry me. We have to appreciate that children are little dynamic forces of energy and let them be that.-also is there a possibility that you are looking at your phone ratber than mix ow Wiwatching where you're going - just a thought